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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
I'll lie here alone, "where i cant hurt you"
I'll remain in silence, "so i dont say the wrong thing"
I'll remember when i could say everything, "everything to you"
Since then, my tounge's lost it's touch
Since when, were you able to love me
But i promise, i'll pull this through
I'll pull this through, if it means my life
My scars are testimony,
To how much i've done for you "and how much more i will"
These tears hold my promises,
"Watch them all shatter into pieces"
You cant tell me to let go, cuz you're not the only part of me i know Please dont ever let me know, how much u may regret this...
It started out so, "wonderful with you"
Then you became the, "addiction i asked for"
I still remember out first kiss, "under the streetlight"
Since then, my tounge's lost it's touch
Since when did you love me so much
But i promise i can change,
With my only secrets, screaming your name.
My scars are testimony
To how much i've dont for you, "and how much more i will"
These tears hole my promises
"So watch them all shatter to pieces"
Posted at 12:02 pm by LostDarkAngel
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Monday, August 06, 2007
This system is breaking, while my heart is acheing.
The more my eyes open, the more Im hopin that you're here.
That you'd stay, with me.
In all my thoughts, I find that I cant escape from you.
And everytime I try to fight it, it just tares me in two.
These moments, with you.
Why did you leave me here to die?
Didn't you know...
So my soul keeps living this lie
Didn't you know...
What was it that pushed you away, from me?
Cuz when I try to explain it to me, I end up in the dark.
There's got to be a reason.
All my tears, they wont stop drowning me.
All I hear is your voice, whispering softly to me.
All i hear is your voice, whispering something to me.
why did you leave me here to die?
Didn't you know....
So my soul keeps living this lie
Didn't you know...
I would've died for you, I would've lied for you
I would've killed for you, I would've died for you....
Get out of my head. Let me go to sleep.
It's no surprise, when I shut my eyes, you're already there
Waiting, for me.
Posted at 01:22 am by LostDarkAngel
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
A Song To Go With Cheap Champagne
did u mean to break my heart? or was it just an accident? did u nmean to tare us apart? did u mean all the, things u said? did u mean it when u, took me to bed? or were u lying thru ur teeth, just to get to me?
(refrain)it wasnt a romance. just a dance, just a dance, to get in my pants. just a dance, just a dance, to get a chance...to brake my life in two..u didnt, but u tried, didnt u?
did u mean to kiss me? or was it just an accident? did u even miss me? did u mean all the, things u did? did u mean it, when u said u loved me?
(refrain)
i'm tired of u smiling, im tired of u breathing, im tired of u pretending...that i was never anything to u, when i know that u meant something to me..i cant believe i ever let u in.
(refrain x3)
did u mean...anything?
Posted at 09:40 am by LostDarkAngel
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Friday, February 11, 2005
High-Fidelity, Part 1: Dear Gaurdian Angel
memories revist me
in my dark room i try to sleep
stumbling down my sta irs in dreams
i'm the one thats fooling me
voi ces revist me
coming at me cautiously
missing all your old tricks
but thats the way you got your kicks
here i am, watching my life in high fidelity
taking looks back at me, and how i used to be
ridiculing my old ways, correcting my mistakes
and waiting for my will to take it's tole
as i smile you st art to see
all the things that bother me
giving up my life for you
was something i wish i didn't do
crying all 4 times he called
you have left me so alone
those moments we remember
now fly as firey ambers
Refrain
missing all your old tricks
but thats the way you got your kicks
accepting that you're gone for good
i'll burn our memories for good
Refrain(x2)
Posted at 09:23 pm by LostDarkAngel
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One More Question Before I Go
you looked at me today, like you did back then,
it made me think of you still holding me,
but i know, we can never go, back to the way we were,
so let those tears fall down on my face
as you stray away from my embrace
i'm the only one who's sorry
why, can't i make, you happy again?
was, it something i said, that made you leave?
you're a world away
but still you're here, next to me now
i long to burst, out, and tell you why my heart is dead
so let these tears run down my face
as you run from my embrace
i'm the only one saying sorry
why, can't i make, you happy again?
was, it something i said, that made you leave?
and was i, only a try, at something more?
so why, can't i make, you, happy again?
you're a world away
yet you're sitting next to me
please don't turn away
i only wish to see it....see the truth...
in your eyes!
Refrain(x3)
Posted at 08:55 pm by LostDarkAngel
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Thursday, February 10, 2005
i look in the mirror
i see some one who messed up real bad
the one who broke your heart
a fool who couldn't admitt
to their own mistakes
right now i regret everything
wanting to say i'm sorry but still afraid
afraid to say hello...
i look at you
you try to avoid me any way you can
can't remember what we last spoke about
if your eyes were closed
would you consider listenin to me?
right now i regret everything
wanting to say i'm sorry, but still afraid
afraid to try and say hello
eventhough that was a year ago
i overrate the problem in me
they remin me everyday
of my own mistake,
and i try to listen...
refrain
everyone knows it...
you know it...
i know it...i should've knew it!
refrain(x3)
i look in the mirror...someone who messed up...could'nt admit...i was your mistake...
Posted at 10:20 am by LostDarkAngel
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Complex Love v. Complex Hate
i'm five months sober, but you're driving me to it,
with your smile and your laugh, and they way do that, to me
i really wanna get drunk with you...
would you mind if i lie here, next to you,
with my bloddy hands,
i never liked her anyways.
come and see,
what you've done to me,
come and look
sign your name in my little black book.
it's almost over, but you're adding it on,
there's nothing as strong as the pain you've put me through,
i really wish you'd have loved me too...
bet you're glad, what you got out of it,
the physical things,
you learned it all from me
refrain
the physical things, you learned it all from me,
so tear, me, down...
so break, my, wings...
I'm not, easily this way!
refrain(x3)
Posted at 10:14 am by LostDarkAngel
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
it's the little things that remind me of you
the scent of your cologne
the notes you gave me
the things you said, i replay them over and over
simple laughter, it rushes through my mind
every day it's stronger, it keeps me alive
it's that song that reminds me of us dancing
it's that phrase that takes me back to when u were mine
it's your voice that reminds me you said goodbye
it's my memories that make me loose my mind
it's the little things that remind me of you
the songs i listened to with u
for the first time
the places we went, they've been marked forever
simple pleasures, they rush as they did then
hope can never be replaced, never
Refrain
i know i'll never feel your kiss again
or your hands on mine
i'll never get to tell u, show u
how i truly feel
Refrain(x2)
it's the little things that remind me of you...us
Posted at 01:15 am by LostDarkAngel
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when u turn away, i get so weak
when u look at me, i can hardly speak
when you left me, my heart just died
when you laugh, i just cry
i cry because i know that i had u
i cry because i made us fall apart
i cry because i know you're taking this well
i cry because, inside, i'm dying
when u breathe, i feel like i'm falling
when u smile, i live for a while
when u speak to me, it's impossible to turn away
when u laugh, i just cry again
Refrain
i'm afraid to go to sleep at night
knowing that when i do i'll dream of only u
and when i wake up, reality will hit me too hard
i cry...
Refrain(x2)
on the outside, i'm crying
on the inside, i'm dying
Posted at 01:08 am by LostDarkAngel
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Tonight, I'll put my defense up
I won't give you an inch for error
Tomorrow, I'll tell the tale of us
How we fell apart,
How you tore me down.
If i was able to pull my heart out from my chest,
I'd let you see how much you make it bleed
Don't let me kill just your memory!
You were the best thing in my life
I gess nothing lasts forever
You're now the worst of my demise
I guess i'll see u on the other side
Right now, right here alone
I won't let ud give an inch for error
Soon, a double suicide will be a thing of the past.
No matter,
My heart can't be protected.
If i was able to pull your heart out fomr your chest,
i'd let you see how black it is
Don't let me die alone!
Refrain
When you slit my throat,
I'll slit yours.
Just like romeo and juliet,
our death will go down in history
Refrain(x4)
Posted at 01:02 am by LostDarkAngel
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Blog Author: Cassie Kane-Monroe,MI
This Blog of mine is dedicated to all the songs i write. Some of them are about the hard times I've experienced, and some are about the happiest moments of my life. Some are just, well, I'm not really sure lol. N FUCKIN JOY
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