Your hands were like silk, so soothing
Your lips were like heavens doors, now i'll never make it through
My heart was beating so fast
I wanted you more than ever
Yet you refused to give yourself over

I think about why you were cautious
Were you not ready, or was it me?

Looking back, i wish so many things
Would've happened with us
Looking back, i was foolish in a way
To think that we could last forever
It was too good to be true

Your voice was gentle, intoxicating
Your touch gives me chills even now
It felt so unreal
I still wanted you more again
Yet we were too late, more over

I think about what went wrong that night
Was I not good enough, or was it me?

Refrain

I wish that you could've read my mind then
I would've given myself to you so easily
But now that we're over
I'm glad i didn't

Refrain

I'll never say, I wish this could come out in some other way
Cuz I want you to hear this, just like I meant you to
I'm not worthy of the greater things in life
I'm just looking for some one to hold

I never had cruel intentions
I never meant to hurt anyone
I never meant to break us apart

You say you don't want me back
Then why have you gone haywire?
Just want to know what the hell is wrong with you,
Was the demon in you just waiting to come out?
So far, i want to pity you
So far, i want to love you
So far, you've caused nothing but trouble

Say Goodbye
To my lips touching yours again
Say goodbye
To these tears falling for you again
It's time to move on!

I say you were never there
Then why do you linger here?
The strings that control you,
They're not of my design.
So far, you've screamed enough
So far, you've gotten drunk enough for the both of us!

Refrain(x2)

Some other time i'm afraid,
Some other time you'll smile at some one else,
I'll make you suffer from this,
You'll wish we'd never met,
For now, you probly already do

Refrain(x4)

Waking up to the stereotype, dreaming about what you think is right,
Wishing everything just how you wanted it to be.

Impressing people no matter the cost, leading the life of others just to be noticed,
Deep inside you cry, wanting to be just anyone else.

I rise up to the morning sun,
Recapping what i've done.
I decide that i can't change it,
Can't change everything.
Can't change the fact that you met me.

Take a step forward,
Sorry about the glass on the floor,
I broke the mirror! Don't wanna see me anymore!

I blame me, i blame you
I blame her, i blame him too
I'll blame the world if i can,
And if thats not good enough...

I lay down to the evening moon,
Recapping what might happen soon.
I decide that i can't say sorry anymore,
I'm sick of everything,
I might embrace my own demise.

Take a long hard look,
Rewind it if you must,
Remember how i used to smile!

Refrain...I'll tear this page from my legend.

Kill again, i know we will
Partners in crime, we'll never speak,
We truely are wretched things!(x2)

Refrain(x3)

He walked into my life,
The one person i wasn't looking for,
Guess i wanted something different.
I got something different alright,
For once he called all the shots,   
And he shot me right through the heart.

I know that love is just a game,
But do they ever feel the same?
And when it's cold inside, who will he turn to?
Well he turns to me tonight

I don't know, about this feeling
My heart's in the one place i can't reach,
Don't blame me if i can't love you again.
I got something different for you,
Now i'm calling all the shots,
And i just might reopen my old wound.

Refrain

This night, i'll cry
Casting all my bad vibes, on you
Guess i'll never try,

You said, you missed me,
But you'd, never kiss me again.
You said even though i'm sorry,
We'll never get back together.
So who's this crawling back now?
It's not the one i knew,
Could it be you?

Take your time, get down on your knees,
And beg,
Take your time, i know i will

I said, i missed you,
But you'd, never kiss me again,
So i fell into the deepest depression.
So now you say you made a huge mistake,
That's not me crawling back to you!

Thoughts of you, they're haunting me,
Visions of you, they're in my dreams.
I need to get you outa my head, get back into bed
And try to fall asleep.
To me the first time, falling in love was hard enough
Yet i've found it's harder trying to fall out!

If i was tired, of all this poison,
If i got tired, of all these choices,
Could i be allowed to leave?
Or am i just another victim?
Running from your eyes so full of pain,
It's a wonder you haven't tried to catch me.
Maybe it's too late to take me back,
Cause you're not trying any harder

Never enough to make me say no, to you
Maybe it's a phase, i'm going through

Do you remember, the girl next door
I don't think you ever talked to her before
Never bothered anyone, never told a lie
Always looking for the door to say goodbye

Somebody told her that she'd never fit in
But whats really fitting in?
Just pretending to be, the opposite of me!